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Either the Beginning or the End of the World

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For sixteen years, it's been just Sofie and her father, living on the New Hampshire coast. Her Cambodian immigrant mother has floated in and out of her life, leaving Sofie with a fierce bitterness toward her—and a longing she wishes she could outgrow. To me she is as unreliable as the wind. Then she meets Luke, an army medic back from Afghanistan, and the pull between them is as strong as the current of the rushing Piscataqua River. But Luke is still plagued by the trauma of war, as if he's lost with the ghosts in his past. Sofie's dad orders her to stay away; it may be the first time she has ever disobeyed him. A ghost can't love you. When Sofie is forced to stay with her mother and grandmother while her dad's away, she is confronted with their memories of the ruthless Khmer Rouge, a war-torn countryside, and deeds of heartbreaking human devotion. I don't want you for ancestors. I don't want that story. As Sofie and Luke navigate a forbidden landscape, they discover they both have their secrets, their scars, their wars. Together, they are dangerous. Together, they'll discover what extraordinary acts love can demand.
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    • Kirkus

      September 1, 2015
      In New Hampshire, a 17-year-old Cambodian-American girl falls for a mysterious military medic in this poetically rendered novel by the author of The Good Braider (2012). Most people would dial 911 if they saw a lone figure with a gun standing on a broken pier near icy, rushing water. But instead, Sofie Grear calls out to Lucas, a National Guard medic who served in Afghanistan. Their chance encounter leads to a romance that must be kept secret, because Lucas is 22. Along with a new boyfriend who seems to be suffering from PTSD, Sofie is also worried about her white fisherman father's struggling business. He must leave home for fresh fishing grounds, leaving Sofie in the care of her estranged Cambodian mother, who is pregnant with another man's child. For Sofie, who insists "I am not Cambodian...I have no ancestors. I have no mother. I make myself from scratch every day," this is a terrible betrayal. But once her mother and grandmother move in and share their history, which dates back to the tyrannical rule of the Khmer Rouge, Sofie discovers that stories from her past are helpful in solving the problems of her present. Though the characterization is uneven (Lucas is a cipher, while Sophie's no-nonsense grandmother steals every scene she is in), Farish spins an atmospheric plot with lyrical language. Readers willing to take their time will enjoy this earnest cross-cultural meditation on love and family. (Fiction. 13-17)

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    • School Library Journal

      Starred review from September 1, 2015

      Gr 9 Up-Almost 17-year-old Sofie lives with her fisherman father and dog on the rugged and unforgiving Pisqataqua River in New Hampshire. For as long as she can remember, it's been just the two of them, making ends meet the best they can. An early closure of the shrimping season forces her father down south to the Chincoteague, but not before he unequivocally warns Sofie not to see Luke, a volatile deckhand returned from duty as a medic in Afghanistan. With her father gone, her long-absent mother and grandmother move in to take his place. She grudgingly begins to learn more about their life in Cambodia under the Khmer Rouge, and though she doesn't want their history for her own, she slowly realizes that she may not have a choice. Meanwhile, she finds herself quickly consumed by the pull of Luke. Poetic, spare, and sometimes near stream of consciousness, Farish's writing is haunting. She paints broad strokes and excels at setting a tone that pervades every word and action. The sexual tension between Sofie and Luke is palpable. Beautifully written and briskly paced, the sparse prose evokes the rugged, bleak landscape, the simplicity of Sofie's former life with her Dad, and the immediate, unspoken union between her and Luke. VERDICT An excellent choice for readers seeking a less than neatly packaged love story or a glimpse into the complicated lineage of war-torn areas.-Jill Heritage Maza, Montclair Kimberley Academy, Montclair, NJ

      Copyright 2015 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Booklist

      September 15, 2015
      Grades 9-12 Though technically not a novel in verse like The Good Braider (2012), Farish's latest, a bittersweet love story between a fisherman's teenage daughter and a soldier returned from Afghanistan, reads like a series of connected prose poems rather than a straightforward narrative. Sixteen-year-old Sofie knows the ins and outs of the fishing business in their coastal New Hampshire town, and her father is about to go under. While he takes his boat south to find a better winter catch, Sofie's estranged Cambodian mother and grandmother arrive to stay with her instead. Resentful of their intrusion and unsettled by stories of her Cambodian family, inextricably tied to the horrors of the Khmer Rouge, Sophie spends more time with gentle, enigmatic Luke, a young army medic. They fall in love despite being aware that it cannot last. Luke, suffering from PTSD, hasn't yet found his way back from the war. With evocative language and imagery, and a wandering, internal narrative, this quiet novel examines the intersections of love and war in a family's history.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2015, American Library Association.)

    • The Horn Book

      January 1, 2016
      After Sofie's fisherman dad heads south for a better winter catch, Sofie and Luke, a troubled young medic recently returned from Afghanistan, begin a tentative relationship and Sofie is forced to confront her fractured heritage when her Cambodian mother and grandmother move in. Farish writes the first-person narration in unadorned prose, focusing on raw emotions and details of the frigid wintertime setting.

      (Copyright 2016 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

    • The Horn Book

      November 1, 2015
      Sofie, nearly seventeen, lives in coastal New Hampshire with her fisherman father. She's Scottish on her father's side and Cambodian on her mother's, though she rejects her Cambodian heritage ( I am not CambodianI have no past. I have no ancestorsI make myself from scratch every day ), angry at her mother for abandoning them when Sofie was a child. Early in the book, Sofie meets Lucas, a troubled young medic recently returned from Afghanistan, of whom her father demands she steer clear. But then her dad heads south for a better winter catch; Sofie and Luke begin a tentative relationship; and Sofie is forced to confront her fractured heritage when her (pregnant) mother and grandmother move back in. This story is about a search for emotional and cultural identity and, equally, about the effects of war and trauma. Sofie witnesses horrific pain in Luke's PTSD and in her grandmother's stories about atrocities in Khmer Rougeruled Cambodia; and by learning the intricacies of human suffering, Sofie undergoes an empathetic awakening. Farish writes the first-person narration in unadorned prose, focusing on raw emotions and the details of the frigid wintertime setting. An intensely melancholy tone permeates it all, but, as the fitting title suggests, what appears to be an ending (of a life, of a relationship) could, from another perspective, be the start of something hopeful. katrina hedeen

      (Copyright 2015 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

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  • ATOS Level:3.9
  • Lexile® Measure:560
  • Interest Level:9-12(UG)
  • Text Difficulty:2-3

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